You know everyone; a few days ago my mother did something so bad that I can't even explain to all of you.
I sent some money to my cousin Own because she was very sick and she needs some money for the Doctor, so i felt bad to see my family in pain like that...so me and my husband sent some money to her thru my mother. But that money didn't get to my cousin, my mother kept it all to her self and spent it all on gambling, the thing that I hate the most. She knew that I hate gambling but she didn't care enough to respect my feeling for doing that!
So all of the money is gone now and we had to sand it all over again, last night she called me and asked for money again, did you all know what I said to her?
I said why should I do that mother? The money I have just sent two weeks ago and you spend it all on gambling and now you come and ask for more? What do you think of me? Am I a bank or something? And then she said "I’m so sorry Eath that I did that and I didn't mean to" and then I said to her, you know what mother? Don’t say sorry to me, you should say sorry to yourself for what you did, and then she said to me again, "I know I was wrong for doing that but I just can't stop and I don't know why either" and then I said, oh I know why because you are a gambler that is why.
You know if just the money that I gave her it was ok, but it isn’t, that money was supposed to pay for the Doctor for my cousin Own and that is why makes me so upset and angry with her, yes I shouldn't feel that way but you know what sometimes you just can't stop it, it's the nature of being a human.